Wednesday, June 26, 2013

a small gesture.

so many emotions surge through my veins whenever you allow your fingers to brush against mine. my stomach clenches with the anticipation of what is to come. my breath becomes prisoner in my own chest. all of the nerves my body possesses anxiously await the return of the intoxicating sensations you bestow upon me. my mind becomes limited in capacity as your palm presses against mine. the ability for my mouth to form words is lost as your fingers join with my own. my concentration belongs solely to you in this moment. the ground could be giving way underneath our feet and i would never know. the feeling of our hands so closely entwined provides me the strength to take on the world. only you are able to present me with protection and security in such a simple gesture.
the only sensation that surpasses these is the devastating angst that settles deep in my heart when our joined hands must be separated. however, i am reassured by your alluring grin that i will not be coerced to suffer for long before our hands reunite once again.
I'm baaack! It was amazing to be able to see all of my family and also be able to visit the beach for three days straight. The biggest shock?
I did not get burnt! Woo! I even received a tan! To anyone else, I would probably still appear pale but it is slightly darker than the rest of my skin so I am considering it my tan. 
On a subject unrelated to tans, my cousin's wedding was absolutely gorgeous. I could not help but cry when it came for the groom to read his vows to my cousin. Waterworks were going on in the front row. My favorite part of the night happened to be the reception. It was so much fun to dance maniacally with all of my cousins and celebrate the joyous occasion. I even busted out a few moves of my own with one of my younger cousins while everyone chanted our names. The worst part is that I cannot dance. Talk about embarrassing. But hey, they are family. They are forced to love me anyways.
Even with my horrendous dancing skills.
Forever and Always a JesusChick ♥


  1. hehe "They are forced to love me anyways". That's one of the best things about family--they're stuck with you!

    I love the part at the beginning. It was just beautiful. Did you write it yourself??

    In Christ,

  2. *sniffles* so beautiful... <3 just... FLAWLESS.

    It sounds like you had a GREAT time. :) I'm so jelly. >.<

    hope you have a wonderful day!


  3. Exactly!!! You can be as insane as you wish and they will still be there for you.

    Yes ma'am, I did. :))) Thanks you! You have no idea how much your words mean to me!


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