I'm sure we've all had those moments. The moments where you are so exhausted, but know you have to clean. Once you start into the chore, you keep muttering to yourself, Didn't I just do this yesterday? And its already dirty again??
That's when that little voice inside you starts whispering, You know its not going to stay like this right? You know that you're just going to have to do it all again tomorrow? Why don't you just leave it be...
Being the "everything-must-be-perfect" kind of person that I am, my mind fills with thoughts similar to these constantly.
The other day, I was mopping the kitchen for what seemed like the 5th time that week, and I was having a mental battle in my mind. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy cleaning. I am always happy when I look back on a chore and see everything is tidy and spotless. But some days, I just get so worn down, that I'd rather do anything else than clean.
I began to mentally complain to myself, that I was just wasting my time. That the floor would just be stomped on with muddy boots by the end of the day, then I'd have to mop all over again. In that second, a thought struck me. What if that's what God thinks of us?
What if God gave up from cleaning us of our sins? What if He just cast us aside, deciding to just leave us be because we'd get dirty again right after He cleansed us?
Thank you, Lord, He doesn't! He sticks with us, through thick and thin, through the good times and bad, through the clean, perfect moments, and through the dirty, ashamed-with-sin moments.
That thought, that God would never give up on cleaning us from our sin, gave me something to think about during that day, the next day, and all the days leading up until now. It will probably stay with me for a long time as well. It made attending to my chores a little bit sweeter :)
~Peace, love, rolos~












Just because your hair doesn't fall exactly the way you see in all the pictures, doesn't mean you are not admirable.
Just because you don't have the blue eyes that everyone craves, doesn't mean you are not magnificent.
Just because you are not the correct height, doesn't mean you are not awe-inspiring.
Just because you would rather go outside and climb a tree than go shopping for the newest clothes in style, doesn't mean you are not astonishing.
Just because your face is adorned with freckles and blemishes, doesn't mean that you are not stunning.
Just because you don't have a boyfriend at the moment, doesn't mean that you are not marvelous.
Just because you have braces on your teeth, doesn't mean that you are not gorgeous.

Forget Hollywood, forget Barbie, beauty on the inside is what matters. Beauty within is what is going to stay with you.
God loves you. And He has amazing plans in store for your life.
Today, I'm going to celebrate what an unbelievable life I have had so far: the accomplishments, the many blessings, and, yes, even the hardships because they served to make me stronger.
I will marvel at God's seemingly simple gifts: the morning dew, the sun, the clouds, the trees, the flowers, the birds.
Today, I will share my excitement for life with other people. I'll make someone smile. I'll go out of my way to perform an unexpected act of kindness for someone I didn't even know.
I'll remember that to worry is just a waste of time because my faith in God and his Divine Plan ensures everything will be just fine.
As the day ends and I lay my head down on my pillow, I will thank the Almighty for the best day of my life.
And I will sleep the sleep of a contented child, excited with expectation because I know tomorrow is going to be...


The frozen grass blades were begging for me to take pictures :)






My jeans, after sliding and getting them almost completely soaked. I was freezing cold.